Journey To Me

Baby Journey

No baby for me in July/August of 2008. 

I was very dissapointed when I was not pregnant.  I thought for sure I was.  I think I must just want to be so badly that I made myself have symptoms. 

Hubby seemed dissapointed when I told him we were not pregnant.  He said that he would definately enjoy another month of "trying" though!!!  Men! 

My best friend's baby is 5 months old now and is just the cutest!  He is making lots of noise and is such a happy baby.  I hate to admit it, but my Hubby gets to see both her boys every morning before he goes to work (he rides with her husband into the city every day) and I AM JEALOUS!  Seeing those smiling faces would make me happy and joyus every morning! 

Makes me want our own babies more and more! 

The New Chapter

The next chapter in my life has begun.

We are trying to have a baby.  I am so very excited and nervous at the same time!  While I hope we get pregnant right away, I am very nervous for this life changing event!  Everyone I have spoken with says that having children was the best thing they ever did, so I am very excited about the possibility!

Were any of you very nervous about the first time you actually "tried" to create a baby?  My husband and I are getting along great with each other, but the tension created by this new experience is like nothing I have ever experienced!  It is like it is our wedding night again!