On My Mind Today

September 21st

Happy Birthday Dad!!! 

 I just wish you were here so I can

give you a big hug and thank you for being my Dad.

I have been hurting a lot lately.  Its hard for me to walk around in my home.  I see the doctor Tuesday, hoping she can help me.  It seems like I can't find any med's that can control pain.  Sometimes I think about doubling up on them, but they probably wouldn't help either.  I just feel like I'm going down hill.  I hate to say this but it's the truth.  Really, nobody knows how much I hurt. I just wish I could be myself again. 

I'm trying to finish one of my quilts and have it ready for this winter.  I need to take one to Sheri and see if she will machine quilt if for me since it's  pretty big. 

I found some old jewery of my real Mom's and Grandmother.  I'm not sure who wore what but I have one with the name Mary on it and thats my grandmother.  Wish I had some pictures.  I have a few of my mom when she and Dad were married.  for about 6 years. 

Today is was so pretty outside, warm and hardly any humidity.  I'll post more later.  Cya then.  Jeanne