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I'm going- I'm going- New LifeGo in new life.I understand that I need to do this. But I am finding a difference in having a head-understanding and a heart-understanding. My head knows that God is good and He is in control and yet my heart continues to fear for the future. A very real, heart-squeezing, nauseating fear. I find myself a bit surprised at my stupidity. Where else can God work best but when I am at the exact bottom of my reserves? I have nothing- no back-up resources, no Plan B. But you know what? - I really have nothing to begin with. All that I have, all that I am- belongs to the Lord. I’m just blessed to be using it for awhile. There is part of me that knows, just knows, that God is working a miracle through us. That we will have an incredible God Story to share when this is all said and done. I have to stop worrying about the future- after all, worrying about the future doesn’t add one day to my life – in all probability the way I’ve been physically feeling from the worry/stress has in all likelihood subtracted a day or so. In fact- Jesus said this: “Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” Matthew 6:34 He’s right- Today is enough trouble. Today, being Friday, it is payday and bill paying day for the week. And you know what? Praise God- there is enough money to pay the bills this week. Why should I think farther ahead than that right now? Why should I borrow tomorrow’s trouble? Hasn’t God shown Himself to be providing for me and mine all along? There is nothing else I can do to plan for our future that we haven’t already clearly laid out. And what have we laid out? A balanced budget that plots out replenishing our savings, setting aside money for a small vacation (Creation Museum), continued payments on debts and monthly set-asides for insurances, car repairs/oil changes and taxes (as well as birthdays and Christmas and lets not forget tithing!). Our budget shows us currently being able to make all our obligations plus money for a vacation and a date night here or there. So why am I so worried? Because I’m borrowing tomorrow’s trouble. I’m thinking we’re okay now- but WHAT IF? What if our car needs to be replaced (that’s one thing there isn’t money in the budget for) or what if the suit goes thru and Mr. Steady’s check is garnished? What if, What if, What if. It’s the what if’s that paralyze me. Blast. I see what borrowing tomorrow’s troubles does to a person! I don’t like it and I don’t want to do it. Anymore. Go in New Life. Note to self: Quit worrying about tomorrow and the tomorrows after that- today is quite enough on your plate, Woman! Yet I still dare to hope when I remember this: The faithful love of the Lord never ends! His mercies never cease. Great is His faithfulness; His mercies begin anew each morning. Lamentations 3:21-24 NLT His mercies are new every morning. Ah. Bliss. Leave a Comment { Last Page } { Page 278 of 1515 } { Next Page } |
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