I know why I haven't been able to blog much...it's spring! My very busiest time of the year. When I get the urge to start complaining I remind myself why it is so busy. Because I am living the life that I have always wanted. I live in the country with land to grow a BIG garden and there is always stuff to clean up. Speaking of the garden we(Terry, Chad, Brittany Abigail and I) planted everything about 2 weeks ago. We have corn, beans, okra,zucchini,yellow squash,cucumbers,tomatos,peppers and I guess thats all. Now we are watering because it has been so dry.

     Chad graduated on the 18th. It was very sad for me and I am really having a hard time with it. I would like to speak to others who have had the same feelings because I  think I am just weird. I guess the reason I am struggling is because all I ever wanted was to be a mommy and  even though I will always will be  I just can't get over the fact that children will grow up. When you get in that stage of your life you feel that it will last forever. I still have 2 in school but I know that it will just be different now. I'm sure once things start to flow again after he starts college and we get in a routine that I will feel better. But for now I will need lots of prayers!

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