*** Where's my cinderella? ***
Friday, February 29, 2008

Posted in In The Family Room

My Heart, Today I’m missing someone.  I’m not sure who she is, where she is, or who her brother will be, but my heart is empty.  I know they're coming, I’ve just longed for them for so long, that I can’t quite grasp their character, in a sense I've been dreaming for so long, The dreams have become so much of my days even through my prayers, I long to know those little personalities that will fill the room above as I type.  Who will she be, my daughter, What kind of a man will my son be?  Oh dear God!  I love you so much!  You have gotten me through for these past 7 years, I know you’ll help us to the children you will hand-pick to be our sweet prince and princess.  Until then, will you please hold them close to you.  Protect them from the hardships they will have to endure until they find my arms.

For majority of my life, I haven’t done things the way most have.  Some have taken the easier roads with less construction in the way, and there are days I have taken the road less traveled, which can have many hills to climb.  While some have had victory one way, I’ve had it another.  I can’t say as though life has or will always be easy, but I certainly know it hasn’t been dull and in the little things, there has been much joy. While I may never have a baby shower, a normal birth experience that most women will have, my birth experience is one through another human being.  My excitement of a baby shower is that of planning the room for my children who may be older, unlike even some adoptive mommies, I may not even get to choose to know the sex of our child/ren.  While I miss out on some things, I most certainly will gain once my son or daughter becomes a part of me, not by blood, but in mind and spirit as well as on paper.  It may take a couple years, which is not like many mothers,  but I will reap the harvest in it’s due season.  My cup truly runneth over and I give unto the Lord my children’s lives to be all that He wants them to be.

As I journey through the next few weeks, months, maybe even years, I encourage you to come along with me.  Share in the joys, learn from the trials and bask in the Victories won.

Blessings to you all

Rebekah

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Friday, February 29, 2008 - Where ever they are

Posted by jackiebridgen

they are already blessed with a wonderful mama.
x
Jackie

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Posted by mashelle68

I was very touched by the thoughts you wrote today.
Dear Sister,I will be binding in prayer with you that your time will be soon.You truly are a very special lady of God ,and thankyou for sharing your heart today.
Hugs and prayers,
Rachel

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