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How silly am I?
{ 09:53, 2006-Jul-1 }
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You know, here I sat, NOT feeling pregnant at all yet the last
week. No morning sickness excepting the single bout of nausea I
get to clue me in to the fact that I am pregnant, no breast soreness,
no exhaustion, nothing! My imagination began to run wild and I
had visions of false positives on the pregnancy tests...they are rare,
but they do happen.Nothing would squelch the feeling I was having that I wasn't pregnant after all, so I ran over to Wal Mart last night and got a two-fer pg test. After using them both and having them both come up "positively" positive, I am now convinced that this baby is a reality! I guess I just got to thinking that it was too good to be true and that I was unworthy to be blessed. I looked back on my walk with God in recent months, and I thought, "Why would God choose to send me another little soul to care for when I'm not being the greatest mommy (not to mention wife) now? Plus, my quiet time with God praying and getting in the Word has left a lot to be desired lately. I've been a terrible housekeeper and a nag to my husband about his procrastinating. What could I possibly be doing right to warrant being rewarded by God with the gift of His creation of life? I am going to be praying hard about this, and for guidance in all these aspects of my life. { Post a Comment } { Last Page } { Page 17 of 33 } { Next Page } |
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